From: Megabite@yabbs
To: all@yabbs
Subject: newpoem
Date: Thu Aug 25 14:10:19 1994

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Im gonna cry, 
why the hell am I gonna cry
maybe I hate myself, or hate my world
I want to die

and Im gonna kill myself, or die trying
I cant stand myself, I cant
stand myself at all
Im ugly and stupid

and now I will die, or
die trying, if I could scream
I would, but my throat is
blocked by my sadness

and its like
black swirls of tar on my ice-cream
not good, bad and
I am evil, I will

never be good, I hate myself
and I will die
or die trying, help me
because Im alone

and I need, Im stupid
someone who doesnt
hate me like I hate myself, and maybe
if it isnt to much

someone who loves me
please, because, anymore
of this unbearable pain
and I will die

or die trying

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dylan.....