From: trouble!@yabbs
To: all@yabbs
Subject: Wishing I Could Tell You
Date: Mon Aug 29 12:28:49 1994
There are so many things I wish I could tell you.
It's not easy being around you these days.
Somethimes it's really easy to talk to you and
Other times trying to hold a conversation wiht you is impossible
"I'm sorry I don't know what to say"
"I'm bored"
"I'll call you back"
"I'll call you"
I'm so sick and tired of hearing those words.
I know you are a busy person, so am I, but
I try to make time for those that I care about.
Nedd to talk - but when??
(need even)
Everything out in the open - NOT!
Going crazy with the silence
Let's find time to talk
Each one listening to the other
Caring - i guess it's there somewhere
Try to be more understanding - I try, but it isnt always easy

Why is it that these days in order for me to talk to you, *I'm* the one 
who has to do the calling??
I hardly ever get a phone call from you, and when I do if i havent called 
you, it's "where have you been?"
Funny, I should be asking the same question.

Questions, now there's a new thought.
I have so many unanswered ones and to voice them takes a lot of energy out 
of me.
these days,if I could sleep for 214 hours, I would
I cry myself to sleep because of all the feelings inside.
(24 even)

Sometimes I don't know how I
Can see things getting
Any better between us.
Right now, things look as though they can only get worse
Everything turned upside-down inside and I
Don't know what to do anymore.

can't you help me please?
Why can't we work things out??
I can't go on like this anymore
Can't you help me please??


I worte this a few months ago ... it's basically going otu to the same guy 
(*who will never read this cause he isnt on here*) that the other one went 
to ....



comments?? criticism???

you kow who i am .....