From: MBZ@yabbs
To: all@yabbs
Subject: Blinded........
Date: Fri Apr 15 20:42:29 1994
                      Blinded by the Light

I've been told my reality is not reality.  I stare out over the endless
nothing before me.  I strain to see, but the sun is just too bright.
I stand before my maker, the edge wanting to give way.  I stand at the edge
of the cliff and ponder my destiny.  I stand and recall all of my realitys
that never came true.  (Real dreams?)  I realize that this one will be taken
from me too.  A voice from nowhere said- MBZ - do you care to test that
theory.  It was AK!  I looked with a blank expression.  Here comes your
answer!  With no fear I look to him and jump because I have reason to beleive
that the ground is really there.  Falling, falling, falling, falling, falling,
falling, falling, ........................faster every second I fall....

Just as I thought!  Now somone is pissing in my chereos again!  I'll fix- um
this time.  Instead of pissing in their chereos so both of ours taste like
piss, I will just take their cheroes, and feed them their own piss............
........................................................................yep--
that's it!  (Feeding is cool--Beavis).  Whoever said don't get mad get even?
They were as foolish as I have been.

I recall my many stuggles, think of friends past.  Why do you treat me this
way?  Are you not the person I called my friend?  Am I not the person that
was there for you?  This should be!  My reality fled into the light, and
escaped me once again.  With hurt feeling, and many tricks up my sleeve, I
decide to end my search before I go blind.

    I come in search of new friends now, but it is only a scare.  Someone will
just take my reality away.   The ground, like my lost friends, just won't be 
there.

Catch me, I am falling.  And to my friends past- Sleep with one eye open.


--MBZ