From: Badger01@yabbs
To: Badger01@yabbs
Subject: more
Date: Fri Sep  2 13:22:05 1994
Thud thud thud thud thud
thud thud thud thdu thdu
thdu

Look at me
Look at me
KNOW YOU HATE ME

Water tastes like saline and piss as it covers me
rinses my stinking hair and washes my own juice off me
removes the taint that rises from inside me
What does this body trap inside that so fouls me

I came in my sleep thinking of her
She's still in my goddamn soul
and I can't get her out
I've tried hating her, hating me, hating us, and all that does is rip my 
chest open and show her my red and blue twitching heart
Jyust like the one in the Visible Man toy I had when i was five
She smiles that demonic mona lisa overdrive
And I hate her Gibson fetish but that doesn't
Break this Fenris chain she's stitched my meat together with

And I know now that you hate me

Badger01