From: Kirkland@yabbs To: all@yabbs Subject: Losing Control Date: Mon Apr 18 12:26:37 1994 "Pull the trigger. Pull the trigger." A voice urges me in a whisper. I close my eyes to pray but my rage never fades away. I never saw the writing on the wall 'cause you backed me up to it. Well guess what, babe? You finally blew it. A gun in one hand and a clip in the other, joined together make me one bad mother. The gun trembles as I contemplate future sins. Good-bye Heaven. Here's where Hell begins... (I know, too many cliches.) -Kirkland