From: batt@yabbs
To: all@yabbs
Subject: behind the glass
Date: Thu Jun 23 13:27:42 1994
One more and then I have to stop for a while...I can only do so much of 
this...and so far I've been posting stuff I wrote months ago...
    If this is really annoying any of you,  slap me or something...

                Behind The Glass
I hurt
    But pain's beyond me
I hurt
    Ignore the boundaries
I feel
    Cold as winter sunrise
I need
    Something no one gives me
        I slip past the glass
        I care for my mind
        I'm finally alone
        I've no need for time
            I'm in place
            With my face behind the glass.

I bleed
    The colour of your eyes
I crawl
    I hide from the sunrise
I act
    I fake my compassion
I break
    Just to see your expression
        Rushing past my head
        Bleeding on my bread
        Don't you think the world's
        Safer with me dead
            I'm in place
            Silent Scream behind the glass

help me!
    i don't know where this leads
help me!
    i don't know what i see
find me!
    don't drag me back to the world
kill me!
    i couldn't do it myself...
        Rape my mind
        Steal me blind
        I'm safely in place
        Watch me die behind the glass

steal me!
    sell my mind like stolen food
fuck me!
    tear apart my broken mood
bury me!
    shroud in earth and wood
forget me!
    as everybody should...

            April 1994   C. J. Casey