From: pixy@yabbs
To: 4@yabbs
Subject: angst
Date: Fri Jun 24 22:28:45 1994
here's the beginning of one i started shortly after "growing up". I'll
post the rest later when i get the shit worked out.

I remember that day: 17...
DAMN!!!
I was such a lightning head:
nightswimming in a thunderstorm,
Drinking liquor like a bone-dry soul,
Fast throughmailboxes driving,
All stirred inside with 
innocence and carnal urges
in a sex-colored smear on the wall.

It was all such a blurr
making love in a rain storm
laughing at the heavens
and the constant ache that
10,000 volts of carnal knowledge 
couldn't cure and nor could 
frantic moments in my room alone.

*more to come soon--just in case someone cares to hear and im not simply
struting and freting with sound and fury into this keyboard for my own
satisfaction. (do pardon the macbeth allusion)*