From: Covenant@yabbs To: all@yabbs Subject: part five last Date: Sat Jul 2 04:22:51 1994 He died in mud, in pain, and with no hope. I'll never forgive him for that. At least make it easy on me. Hell, you're gone! You loved me! Don't you love me!?!??! I felt the same feelings as I carried my grandfather's coffin. He refused all treatment towards the end. I thought that he was crazy. I wonder now if he was. The sons-of-bitches. I'd told them at the end. I love them. What do I get? Nothing! Just a last smile, a promise of reunion. If I catch the son-of-a-bitch that did this I'll tear his heart out. Why not, he did the same to me. They sew your mouth shut. Did you know that? sorry if I'm bringing you all down, I'm in a bad mood tonight take care and don't despair, Covenant