From: Lestat!@yabbs
To: Hash@yabbs
Subject: Tension
Date: Mon Aug  1 13:47:04 1994



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Is this tension I feel? do I kneel to
the god of indecision? No, not me...
not I, who lets the kings and queen bow to me.
or Am I alone? Can I feel the great expanse of hostility, the bleak pages
If only I could sink into your embrace, forgetting
touching your delicate face...
my blind ambition, leads me astray from the true goals
the only real purpose
pretending, it all begins, and it all ends
deception, black misunderstood truths, I only shake my head
I am alone in this world, my thoughts my own and only that
alone
and true blackness of heart only seems pale to my agony
misaligned, I am so very tired
I am so very tired and sad and scared and lonely
all alone
relieve my tension
because I love you
let me scream out and turn loose the torrent of
my black sad heart