From: Lestat!@yabbs To: all@yabbs Subject: soul Date: Mon Aug 8 12:59:46 1994 it's my soul your talking to, so shut up and have a seat it's misty out, and I have a small story take advantage of the opportunity and so, this it a Sunday night drive turns into a search for your own existence looking in the mirror, and whistling a small tune a smile for the world, and a weeping memory black, so blase, so by yourself maybe you don't exist, but your blood runs hot you think your dead, and it began a few moments ago lets talk, dad, help me out...tell me but, no, it's to hurtful, that night so long ago a facade of ignorance, a coat of lies the blu moon rises and you watch through teary eyes ago and so I tell you maybe one love began for spite I loved her soul, and she loved mine, and we cried until she died...and then I went home to my father, at night true, I could lie, but then I wouldn't exist anymore strumming mu guitar, on an old mattress, stained song bout love, about peace and then he comes in ago behind the microphone, I cry, tears of blood...of my selfishness cheering, only a moment...wide eyed beautiful girls I could take any, at any time at night on my bed, a hot body next to mine to fill my aching soul, and then the rage begins... not any more...I won't take it I can't...take it... bloodreddarkgloomynight on the streets, hunting a bitch in heat and I scream bloody murder, laugh, take a swig I few moments in time, maybe I'll die I hope so