From: Badger01@yabbs
To: all@yabbs
Subject: God and me
Date: Wed Aug  3 13:21:47 1994
I was trying, last night, as a kind of intellectual exercise, to 
disbelieve in God...and I couldn't do it. The Catholic is strong in me, 
and he fights and attempts to maintain himself...the furthest I can get is 
adopting Gnostic christianity...and even that isn't disbelieving in God at 
all, merely an alternative way to believe in him.

Is it my upbringing, a natural spirituality I can't kill in me, a hunger 
for something more? I can't say.

Badger01